| Well guys whats goind on. Hows everyone been wow. I have been writting in this thing for 4 years. Crazy huh. since i was a freshman. Now im a freshman in college. I really feel like im getting old or something. I dont like it. LOL well lifes going pretty rocky right now. I got a new job its at bergners. Isnt that awsome. I sell shoes. Its pretty nice. Latley ive had alot of guy problems. Like one guy he likes me but i stopped talking to him for the period of time while we werent talking he was talking to my friend. Now were talking again and she likes him so last night i was like you two can have eachother cause no guy is worth fighting over. Then this morning he calls me and is like hey i like you not her. OOPS. This will suck for me i already know it. Well danyl is grounded. Which sucks he cant party with us. David and i arnt really friends but ill fix that today .Other then that lifes going good. |
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| ALL I CAN SAY IS......LETS PERTY ALL NIGHT MAN. PEOPLE IF YOU WANNA CHILL GIVE ME A CALL |
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| I dont know where to start.Today was a sad day in a way. I realized im graduating friday and thats scary for me. Im ready but then im not. I truley am going to miss everyone really bad.i have made alot of mistakes in my life. But one mistake i didnt make was choosing my friends. i may have lost alot of friends but thats life. you come to love people and then lose those special people.I know nicole and i arnt friends and thats okay cause ill never forget those fun times we had together.I know Aarin and i arnt friends but i will always be there for her. Above all people i know i maybe hurt danyl the most and im trying to make up for that. you see he's not the kind of person to not give a person another chance and thats great. In my eyes ive already died and came back to life. the old me hated life and only loved one thing and now ive came to love everything and my life. I know there will be alot of crossroads for me but im ready for them. this is my life and no one elses only i can make my decisions. I have been thinking alot latley. wondering if illinois is for me. its not really. i know that. i would love to go to colorado in the mountains where its beautiful. but for right now i am here and i will make the best of it. i know people here probably dont like me much but honestly im too old for twofaced drama. also known as high school. i wish good luck to everyone. even people im not friends with be lucky your not out of high school make the best of it because soon youll be depending on yourself and only yourself. i have to learn that the hard way because for a while there i was depending on everyone else. I am truley sorry for the people i may have hurt and i apologize to all my old friends for dragging you into my drama. but know this Aarin and nicole i am just a phone call away and i will listen. you both know ive been through alot and i will help you two out.I know i may have said some mean stuff about you two but i am sorry. also i know you two have said mean stuff about me. I am apologizing because i want to start a new slate . for me this is the beginning of a new life and hopefully i can share it with the people i love the most. Everyone knows who i love the most. I dont have to say their names. well thats about it with this sappy shit |
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| i dont even know what to say......im shocked but proud in a way.i am not even going to respond to what was written.im to old for high school drama sorry guys go mess with someone else. |
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| hello people.how r u.i am bored lol im at natalies |
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